Hectic Driving.....

.......i tell you.....you think driving is hectic.....??.........i think taking the exam is worse.....

.........yea yea......in know i just passed my exams last monday......and still under experienced in driving............but just WAITING to take the exam is almost unbearable.......

............i just have the worse of luck i tell you.........

........you know on monday i woke up at 6 specially to get ready for the exam that day......

.......okay......fine......i guess if i finished early i could go and take a nap when i came home........

.......and so i went to the driving center and reached there early......like 7.30 am.........just thinking i could probably be one of the earlier ones to take the test..............



..........unfortunately.......like the jakun i am..........i didn't know that they chose the order of who gets to take the test RANDOMLY.......!!!!!!!!!.........

............that was the biggest joke of the day.........

............even though i was one of the earliest..........i became almost the last person to take the stupid test........

.........i was number 141......okay.....at first i thought if they pick randomly i would probably be chosen much earlier......

.......boy was i wrong.......

..........this is a joke man..........i waited from 7.30 am.......and some guy who came at like 10am managed to go before me...........

..........i had to wait FIVE AND A HALF HOURS there just to get my turn to take the test.......

......so only at 2 in the afternoon did i manage to take my test......

.......by that time i was soooooooo tired of waiting i thought i'd just walk off.......trust me.....by that time i was feeling sooooooooo lethargic..........

.......luckily i was awake enough to finish my test.....

......but still.......recently my luck has been pretty bad......

........ah well.......at least i passed my test...........

..........but still.........5 FREAKING HOURS..........

.......AAAARRRGGGGGHHHHH................

Life before life.......

.........everybody wonders what happens to us after we die........??.........

.......it doesn't matter if you're afraid of dying or not........we all wonder what goes on in the life after life...........

..........finally.......a question even the Angel of Death can't answer..........

..........because he doesn't exists.........physically that is........

..........I......him.......exists only as a state of mind in those who realise what reality really is..........

........exists in me and all those who perceive the world other than using their natural physical sensory devices.............

........for those who are more materialistic in life.......they would normally believe that when you die that's it........there's nothing else.......everything will just be black..........
......no thoughts..........no ideas........no life........not a single spark.........

........other's who are more religious believe in the afterlife...........you know........heaven........or hell............or limbo.......or probably a second life.............reincarnation you know..........

...........me..........i believe in the latter.......heaven and hell bit.......but reincarnation sounds good too........and deep down..........i don't doubt the part where there's nothing else to the afterlife...........

........but i believe i can open your eyes to the life that you currently have.......

.......however it will take a couple of postings......

........but if you think about it really hard.......you would realise that life is most definitely short enough......

.......but trust me......we really need to think about these things.........there are just more and more people dying every year.......no matter whether it is by natural causes or otherwise.......

.......in truth.....we are running out of land.....more and more land are being covered with the bodies of our dead......leaving less for the living.....not that you shouldn't bury your dead........it's more like a reminder that we will soon join their ranks not long from now......

......we must think about the future......we must do our best to find out what happens to us after death......

.......it has now become a necessity to ensure our own life when we are still alive.......

.........but this is what i think........what do you.......??.........

.......remember......i may be the Angel of Death.......

........but that only means i think bout death most of the time.........

.........not change it.......

Nymphomaniacism.......

..........well for those who don't know what that means...........look at me as an example........

........that is if you know me........

............i'm not sure if it is a bad thing or not but it is fun.......haha.......

........but the problem is that when you get it.......you get..........

...........addicted.....

......like a drug......not that i know what that feels like but i'm guessing its something like that........

......but statistics show that it's normal for about 20% of the world's males and 45% of the world's females...........

......haha.......can you believe that there are more girls than guys with this kind of problem....??....

.....people would think that its the other way around.......but surprisingly not......really wierd though........

.......still.....i think i need to find a cure for it.......

.......i'm beginning to think that it's contagious......

.......most of my friends get infected by it.....and remain that way......

........so is it a really bad thing after all......??..........

........i'm not sure.....

.......so i wanna hear your comments after all.........

.......tell me....

........is nymphomaniacism really all that bad...........??.....

..........or is it just me..........

Turtle saving........or just a reminder...........

..........well.....just got back from a save the turtles charity organized by my old school........nice to see everyone again...........i miss everyone at my old school........

.......well.......just made me realise how much i miss the atmosphere at my old school...........the events..........the people............the celebrities..............god i miss high school.........college life sucks.............

.............but still it was kinda nice to be the 'old school' dude round all the juniors...............

.........but still i miss the old life.........

......high school life........

.....ah how naive i was..........

.......how young.........

...................how innocent...........

...........okay...........probably not so innocent........

.......but all the same............

...........congrats to my friends for making the charity a success........

........i know i spent bout 100 bucks there........

............and now left with two buck.........

...........BUT ALL IN GOOD CAUSE........

......my money.....my poor money......

........FOR THE TURTLES...........

.........what did my money ever do to deserve this sort of treatment.........??..........

Life as a whole.....useless....

Pointless.......when you think of it life is pointless.......totally pointless......

........what is the purpose of life.....??

........what is our purpose in life.......??

.........why did god put us here.........??

.......don't you think that there has to be a bigger and better reason that god put us here.....?.......

......i think so.......but can't really fathom what it is........i guess the one that truly knows is god himself......

.....but think bout what we.....as humans.....think of what we have built over the centuries....the advanced society........the organisation of the civilized world.......our use of technology......our way of life as we know it basically..............

.........to be honest.....i basically think that there's no use for a goverment and money.....and a few other things........to be honest.......they're useless in reality...........

.......because when you think about it......these are man made things........things we created for ourselves........to "help" us and give "comfort" to our lives.........i say that they cause more trouble than they're worth..........

.......when you think about it.......god put Adam and Eve down on this earth without money........a governing system........or clothes for that matter.......these objects are just created by man to satisfy thier ego.........it doesn't really exist........

..........it is all due to a certain handfull of people......not mentioning anyone........who are greedy, jealous, envious, over ambitious, sadistic, and so on.............it is because of these personalities that drove humans to invent "money" and "the governing system" which is now normally the root of more problems........

.......money only exist because some people didn't want to barter and cause people problems with trading.......

.........the government only exist because some people wanted to control other people and abuse them making them do all their work..........making them into........

.........slaves.............

...........slaves to the system.............

........When you think about it........these sort of personalities are the things that breed evil in this world.......almost all the bad news you see in newspapers nowadays are related somehow to money or the goverment and are normally caused by people with the above "uncivilized" personalities......

.........I think that the monkeys and other animals got it right........but mostly the monkeys........that is to get rid of these emotions and personalities and live their lives as simple as possible..........MONKEYS RULESSSS.......!!!!!!

......ahem......

..........That is my view.......if anyone want to act based on my views go right ahead......although i do not bear any responsibility to anything that you do........unless it's good.......just remember to think ahead before you act on my words........

........and for those who have their own views on this........please comment........i wanna know what and how you think...........so i can contradict you as often as possible.......mwahahahaha...........

..........anyway.........i think those who read this please help me create a world without the need for the government or monetary exchange........except for blowing the world up.........

...........help me create a new world..........

...........help me create a new heaven on earth.............

Need dancing.......? Second's enough......

Ah....!! Why didn't i join......makes me regret the rest of my life before it happens........but at least they got second placing.........good ehough i guess.......but we could have gotten first if i joined.......

......messed my chance at best dancer award as well......

......but the past is the past........can't change it......

.......ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!.......

........feel......soooo......down......now.......

........it's amazing how you can feel soooo close to suicide but not reach it.......its just a messed up life.......

......gotta work on the future dances from now on......properly......

......start for next year's competition tomorrow........
......still i feel like a retard for not joining.......

......life's like that........regrets....reminds me of love hina.......how lost i was after reading through the entire manga......same feeling.......only now i don't have reality to save me.......

........but She can.......



.......Ah well.....all's gone now.........no use reminiscing on the past.......



........my advice to you........take full advantage of your youth.........otherwise you'll live to regret it.......honestly.......

........if you don't i will find you........

........then YOU will regret it.........

.............hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..........

For the living......

What am i to say...? I thought i needed a blog to fully express my thoughts......and so i made one......it seems that blogs are now necessities for the living......i implore those who read this to be patient in giving me time to fully start this up as well as to forgive my spelling.......

I promise to take you to my realm......the realm of my mind......and the thoughts i have on my thoughts......i promise to make you see the truth......of life......of death......of the universe.......from a perception never before seen by human eyes......

......i am not joking......

Now.......a word of warning......be careful of what you read.......for my perception of life makes me......

......Angel of Death......

......are you willing to be my next victim......??

......this is just the beginning......